This is How

This is how you survive the unsurvivable, this is how you lose that which you cannot bear to lose, this is how you reinvent yourself, overcome your abusers, fulfill your ambitions and meet the love of your life: by following what is true, no matter where it leads you.” 
- Augusten Burroughs

I wonder

if I'm too inconsistent to have a steady relationship.  Or if I'm too fucking...mentally clouded...to have a steady anything.