
I don't even know where to begin. We dated on and off from 8th grade until we graduated high school in 2005. I won't delve into the details of why we aren't together because that would be insulting your common sense, but I will say this...

While he may have been my only actual boyfriend, I know in my heart he'd still have been better than any other guy I could have dated. I don't believe that you can know anything is 100% factual or plausible so I'll just say that I know Brandon is 99.99% perfect. Like, really. I'm not one of those people who think everyone is trustworthy and naturally good in their heart. Most of the time, I get "bad vibes" from people and they turn out to be somewhat true. In Brandon's case, I know for a fact that he will be faithful and honest and kind-hearted as long as he lives. He's a true gentleman.

I regret hurting him. There have been times I wish I could take it back. But then I realized that I'd be hurting us both if I ever tried to. I loved us but I know I could never give him what he truly needs.
I went to his wedding last year. It was really kind of sad 'cause I knew that could've been me. Brandon & Krista Williamson. Nah...I adore the guy but he loves Jesus and wants to procreate. Yikes:).
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