I don't want to be that Debbie Downer

I don't tell anyone how I really feel about anything because:

1. I only really feel it while I'm inebriated.
2. I don't want to be that person who's always being pathetic about everything. Because eventually people stop listening and stop inviting you places because they don't want to deal with your negativity.

Tonight, I admitted that I feel like this blog is a sort of memoir of me.